Bulletproof?

I dont know whats going on with me lately. I seem to be drifting into some kind of fantasy world. Im having crushes on the wierdest “people”. I mean, Ive always wanted what I cant have but this is just pure stupid. First we have a character in a book. yes, you read it right. If you havent watched the series “true blood”, Its basically about a girl who reads minds and dates a vampire and get twisted into all this vampire shit. Well, I started reading the books before I saw it, and the books are truly amazing and you get so sucked into it and you get stuck. I love them. Unfortunately I watched the series, and it completely sucked. They changed just about everything, added and removed. Plus the girl who plays the…well girl. She sucks. I hate her acting, she totally ruins it. Bitch.

Anyway, a character in the book, named Eric Northman. That would be the one I started talking about. Hes described as an evil, pretty cruel, strong minded, stubborn, tall, intense, sexy and perfectly built man. He is played by Alexander Skarsgård, whom everyone in sweden knows who it is obviously. But there is something about his character in the books that makes me mad that its not real.

Then there was this dude who was on the show for 2 minutes tops. He was just the worlds attractiveness in one body and with that vicious ruthless look.

The latest one would be Elly Jackson. Shes the girl who sings the song I posted yesterday. Dont know what this would be but its not like Im picking them on free will. Trust me, if I was I wouldnt be choosing people that doesnt even exsist.

But then again, Ive always falled in love with people who seems difficult near impossible to be with. I guess life is just too boring for me so I have to go and make it difficult all the time. Its going to be fun to see what wierd obsticle comes between me and my next one. If its not Elly jackson that is.