rant

At the moment Im tired to an extend I can hardly explain. And my train leaves in one hour.

Last night was fun, had a few beers, did a little dancing, met some people, the usual stuff. I stayed over at Johans and there was good stuff on TV so I didnt fall asleep until 5 and my mom picked me up at 10.30. I could fall asleep anywhere at the moment.

I have mixed emotions about going back home. Most of them are affected by the fact that Im just lazy. One part of me wants to stay because its comfortable to stay at my moms, with no worries and food everyday. But, Im bored all the time. Going out is not exciting. But atleast I have Johan.  At home every night out is an adventure, and theres always things to do and people to hang out with. But right now Im just thinking about the train ride, then having to change to a bus because the railroad is closed off (and I dont even know if I can bring my dog on the bus, so I might get stuck). And then take the tram or bus from the trainstation home. I know its easy and It doesnt take many minutes but at the moment everything seems too difficult to do. God how beautiful sleep would be.

Now I better get ready. Sigh. This was just one big rant haha.