photoshop addict

So I was playing around in photoshop with this new picture, because it was boring looking and I wanted something different than plain old boring me on the picture.

it started with this, plain, just basic photoshop touchups. (I know, me and all the pictures on my blog. bare with me)

then the thought “heey lets add some lame brushes to make it a little more interesting looking.”….. sigh

but that was yesterday. Today I thought “maybe I can make it look less lame.”
Then this shit happens:

orignial idea:

oooh oh em gee im awesome i can make it look really fire-y. But wait, whats this?

I think I like the last one the best….I know they pretty much look like crap but I have to pick one and I cant make up my mindddd.

ok one more

Now, help me pick. and dont you dare laugh at my photoshop skills. Im better than this, this is not a serious attempt.
Otherwise today have been great. I got so much done. Almost none of it was in the plans i started this morning of what i would get done, but it was better. I organized and cleaned up my room so i got much more space and its clean and more…livable. Now i just hope someone comes to visit.

Plus its always great to know you are not pregnant.

the other night i had a nightmare where i colored my hair dark again. And i went to see my close friends and stuff and no one said shit… and i was like “come on, you cant see anything different? my hair is dark! it was basically white before! come on” but everyone was all “oh i didnt notice. cant tell a difference really” (why am i imagining this and everyone is speaking with a broad english accent? anyway). It was really upsetting and i woke up and checked my hair. I dont think this was so much about the hair color as it was about me feeling like no one around me really does give a shit about what i do or say…but thats a whole different, very serious subject.

now im gonna read my book and try to go to sleep. which i know will fail.

god now i think all the pictures looks like shit…damn

peace out.