So I was playing around in photoshop with this new picture, because it was boring looking and I wanted something different than plain old boring me on the picture.
it started with this, plain, just basic photoshop touchups. (I know, me and all the pictures on my blog. bare with me)
then the thought “heey lets add some lame brushes to make it a little more interesting looking.”….. sigh
but that was yesterday. Today I thought “maybe I can make it look less lame.”
Then this shit happens:
orignial idea:
oooh oh em gee im awesome i can make it look really fire-y. But wait, whats this?
I think I like the last one the best….I know they pretty much look like crap but I have to pick one and I cant make up my mindddd.
ok one more
Now, help me pick. and dont you dare laugh at my photoshop skills. Im better than this, this is not a serious attempt.
Otherwise today have been great. I got so much done. Almost none of it was in the plans i started this morning of what i would get done, but it was better. I organized and cleaned up my room so i got much more space and its clean and more…livable. Now i just hope someone comes to visit.
Plus its always great to know you are not pregnant.
the other night i had a nightmare where i colored my hair dark again. And i went to see my close friends and stuff and no one said shit… and i was like “come on, you cant see anything different? my hair is dark! it was basically white before! come on” but everyone was all “oh i didnt notice. cant tell a difference really” (why am i imagining this and everyone is speaking with a broad english accent? anyway). It was really upsetting and i woke up and checked my hair. I dont think this was so much about the hair color as it was about me feeling like no one around me really does give a shit about what i do or say…but thats a whole different, very serious subject.
now im gonna read my book and try to go to sleep. which i know will fail.
god now i think all the pictures looks like shit…damn
ive been thinking about cutting my hair, like a lot of it. and maybe coloring it back….idk. what do you think?
Everyone seems to think that i should stay blonde… but i think i look better dark. damnit.
ugh. I have so many things Id like to tell you about, and show you for that matter. But that wont happen. Ive had migraines for days and its making me unable to just about anything. Now I got tired of the silence and is blasting out Gloria bassflow remake - Mando diao in my headphones. Fuck the headache.
So my friend Jon made me realize something, why do you keep people in your life that isnt good for you? which I know I tend to do…but shit is coming to an end. I know what you are trying to do, and honey this time it wont work.
tomorrow, the headache will be gone because im sick of it now. then I have to clean my place, get out and go out. Spend as little time on my couch as possible….
This weekend was just plain awesome. Good friends, fun times, super smashing outfits, drinks with glitter in them, champange, stupid decisions, lovely times. you name it. Ill just sum it up with some pictures.
first, outfit for the day before I got here.
went to Karlstad at thursday. missed a bus, smiled my way to a new ticket and got stuck for a while in a strange city. but got there and went out and had fun.
friday.
got this beautiful dress
sparkleyyyy
That hair thing, was bought at Urban Outfitters in LA for 24 dollars…. Going shopping when youve had a drink or two is bad. BAD!
i know my face looks retarded in this but its the only pictrue that shows the dress somewhat
saturday
After a crazy weekend and being on the get-go from wednsday -sunday, including 2 trips to Ikea, Ive been pretty beat the past two days. Hopefully Ill be somewhat recharged tomorrow.
